i'm so sorry syazwani aka my trainee!for you've injured your leg,thigh, all because of me! but i hope all the pain will go away ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE SHOPPING AT BRUNEI!all the way shopping to you, friend and MONSTER!hahaha.


anyway, i've resumed trg with mr tan and at the same time, helping cedar track, long distance, out at the same time. i hope i can continue to help them out till next year,at least till after their nationals. I hope i can do so even when i'm working as a relief teacher....i know it's not gonna be easy for me to juggle training and work together but i will manage, somehow.

holidays has been filled with trg, cedar and merayaping! hehehe. yes, the movies and the pastas and everything else. awesome holidays.

BATAM THIS WEEKEND! didn't wanna go at first but mum made me go since EVERYONE is going. but it'll just be 2D1N,how much damage can it do anyway? hahaha. i hope it'll be an awesome weekend with cousins, aunts and siblings. i have no idea what to expect though, just fun i guess.













it's a mess. i don't know what's next IFF there's a next step for me to even advance to. sometimes, it's IMPOSSIBLE to even dream big or even dream of the next step that you wanna take. am i making sense? i think my thoughts are too bundled up together. all i know that what's to come next year, in a couple of weeks, may not be as pleasant or as i want it to be. to continue what i like and wish to continue.













i miss my love.badly.





























how i wish that money was never a way to judge a person and if only, it never stop or serve as a barrier for a person to continue his/her passion or studies or interests.
how i wish wealth is not the reason..............................














your mess, we clean up.