this week had been a very bumpy week for me. i'm sorry if i have hurt anyone along the way. i'm really sorry but i couldn't control my emotions. one after another. hanis, you ought to be shot and thrown into the deep blue sea and be eaten by sharks.(haha). but i guess no matter how bad things are, it got better towards the end of the week. thank YOU. for brightening up my life. always.

friday, national day celebration. it's much more disorganised and messy and in other words, boring. i don't know....i was at the field all the time, playing soccer. OH! i do like the tikum2 booth. many won twisties potato chips there and gave me a few packets.. thank you! haha, my luck was not that good. soccer was awesome. finally able to play without getting scolded etc. but my legs are a little rusty with the ball, plus my stamina is much much worst than before. felt like i was hit by an asthma attack. Thank you to all that came down to support me and URSA! AND YES, ursa girls team are champions! hehehe. but, now i'm aching so badly. sighs.
its okay, i'm going to spend time studying in the afternoon. told my mum that i'm gonna drink killiney later! YAY((:

i realised that i dont like to type in chunks like this cause i like to press the enter button and aka get many paragraphs like all the posts before this.

national day tmr.happy birthday singapore.ohohoh! i miss cedar's parade......sighs.

looking forward to better days ahead in school and at home.






















~how i wish that some people can think before they speak. cause their words might hurt others badly regardless of how long you've known the other person. gosh, please just stop your nonsense. sometimes i wonder why i actually hate you. maybe i know why. i love you but at the same time... i hate you because you've hurt her. whether you meant fot it to be a joke, or it was really meant to hurt her, i don't know and i dont care. i hate you for all those moments that you've ruined and crushed my feelings and life.





~for a moment, i thought i was gonna lose her, forever. it hurt me to see her like that. hurt me to feel so helpless. all i could do was to hug you but i know that didn't help at all. i'm sorry. i have to be strong for you. i hope things will turn out okay sooon though i know that snot possible. and at that point of time, he gave me more reason to hate him. well done.


































~~~ why you so obsessed with me?boy, i wanna know....

i love you, more than the number of stars in the universe.more than the number of leaves on the trees. more than the grain of sand upon the beach. i love you and i will not stop loving you, ever. regardless of what happens, regardless of what we're going through... i love you, my darling.