and hanis,
i don't know whether you're doing the right thing.
really.
you know yourself.
you're not ready for it.


and dear you,
it's not nice to let me feel this way about you.
it sucks.
i'm at the top at one moment, at at a through the next moment.
i can feel where this is going but i don't think i want it.
give me the respect, the space and the freedom i need and have always been having.
i need some air.
and definitely, you don't know me well enough so maybe you should stop making me into your model, ideal girl yeah?
cause i am me.
this is me.
you can't change that.
i like my t shirt and jeans so, SO WHAT?
i like my hair tied up so, SO WHAT?
i believe in comfortability and just being me.
not in what other people thinks of me, my appearance.
cause i don't care about appearance.
it's the inside that counts.
yes, you're nice.
you're caring.
but you gotta stop this.
stop making me feel this way.
stop 'forcing' me.
if you can't live with it, then forget it.
just leave.
before anything gets too serious.
cause i don't wanna loose that 6 years of FRIENDSHIP WE SHARED.
thank you.

love, me.