does my health really matter to me?
or the people i love and care for matter more?














i will officially go insane.
but then again, thank you everyone for being here.
thank you for your support.
but i guess the choice is mine.
and choices have consequences.
seriously, i quit.































and i can't wait for training tmr!
to see my darling dear!
yes, shi ying!!!((:
thank you dear.
hope you'll cheer up and jia you.
and remember! our honeystar deal((:





























and my dear love.
please be strong.
i love you and no words can ever describe it.
i believe you can make it through and I'll keep on praying you'll be alright and get better.
to see you tearing like that, it breaks my heart.
i know you're fighting it.
you will overcome it, no matter how long it'll be.
please get well soon even if it will take months, I'll wait.