i'm just tired.
tired of everything.
STOP.
i need some time alone to really rest, relax and just take things at my own stride.
i have to take it easy because there's a limit to everything. there's a limit to how much your body can withstand the world's shit. you just gotta keep persevering on but at the same time, relax and have some time alone. everything's in a mess right now. all the feelings and emotions, the thoughts and the 1001 list of things that i have to do.

i'm confused.
i don't know what's my decision.
what's the use of asking people what is best for me when i can't even make up my mind?
f**k it siti.
i'm too distracted.
i have no more energy to even think about this anymore.
whatever.

i'm just going to do whatever i have to for the time being.
just let the world pass without me.


it's just tiring that you have to wear a different mask everyday.
but if thats the only way to survive, you just gotta do it.

okay, i don't think i'm making a lot of sense but who gives a damn.









i love you siti