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all i ask for is your prayers for a better tomorrow.








if you feel like crying, just go on ahead and let it all out. let the negativity out of you so that you have space for more positive stuff.
i don't know.so many things are happening at this period of time. i just feel like giving up and just vanish. run away from all this. one after another it all comes and sometimes, everything comes at the same time. i don't know. i'm confused, tired and drained out. and somehow the thing that might be on everyone's mind......i don't care anymore. i'm just gonna accept whatever comes to me eventhough it means that i have to be prepared for hell or just another round of it.
For now, all i care is that my grandfather recovers soon.

i'm gonna change my number soon...for now, i can't call or receive calls or sms..
don't ask.

it seems that i'm so ignorant and oblivious to the whole situation but in actual fact, i'm not. i'm being affected even more than you can imagine. please, leave me alone. i need a break.










god, please give me the strength.