Monday, November 3
Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose
That I was never there
Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out
and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just dissapeared
look at the brighter side of life.
and the shadows will fall behind you.
i need a surprise.
a little boost.
you know what i mean?
(:
and i miss YOU and the others!
i need my studying buddies.
my lovely AWESOME friends.
studying at toa payoh and family centre and the 2nd level so that i can see the track.
i WANT my studying buddies.
my lovelies.
who never fail to make me smile with LAME jokes.
haha.
fine, i come out with some of them too.
but i want YOU,YOU,ALL OF YOU!
haha.
and i realise how close i was
just have to live in a little corner full of regrets for a little while
it's okay
because now, there's no room for regrets anymore.
always do your best so that you don't have to turn and say that you could have done better.
afterall, i'm THAT little seed.
who will grow.
grow into a BIG oak tree.
just watch me.
get a life siti.
on a random not, i think i'm not human.
hoho.
ALIENATED.
too much hollywood i guess.
if only life is as interesting as it seems on T.V.
but whatever you see on tv may not always be true.
ESPECIALLY the slimming ads.
poeple, stop dieting.
eat moderately.
and exercise(if you want).
stop depriving yourself with food!
why don't you wanna eat when there's food?
think of people in Africa who wants to eat but have no food!!
anyway,if you're craving for something just eat it.
that's what i believe.
because you'll never know when you'll leave world of yours knowing you didn't get to eat something you really want.
or not being able to tell someone your feeling.
don't leave the world in regrets.
not for you and for the other party.
so , if you like or love someone NOW.
CONFESS!
just take the risk.
you'll never know.
and you'll help to answer a lot of questions the other party has.
hoho.
SYAZ!!((:
and when i say i love you, i really mean it.
i may be angry or disappointed at you.
but i mean it.
when i say i care.
it means i really care.
do you believe in friends, close friends and best friends?
WHO are your friends?
WHO are your CLOSE friends?
WHO are your BEST friends?
HOW do you differentiate them?
interesting isn't it?
some people do not believe in best friends.
but they have a few close ones.
i know of some.
some others believe in best friends but they are scared to call them as best friends.
they are scared to lose their best friend.
oh wells.
what do i know, right?
anyway, i may have said that life sucks.
hmmm.
but i wanna add something.
life's interesting.
it depends on how you see it.
you learn.
but again, life's unfair cause that's life.
face it.
i guees i have a lot more to say.
if only i can type it all out.
but i can't.
there are limitations.
a lot of random stuffs.
oh wells.
this is not the end.
i wanna msg a few people and tell them that they are loved!!
((:
and i don't care about my sms exceeding.
no more regrets.
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
20:29
