i can't believe you lost you temper.
i don't care.
cause i'm too tired.
just stop all the nonsense.



what is my REAL hobby??
that made me think?
do i even have one nowadays?
haha.
heck.

-zoo today.
-too tired now.
training tomorrow.
-endurance.
-i hope i'll survive.
-my knee/ITB is killing me.
-its tearing apart due to all the walking at the zoo.
-i just need my sleep.
-a rest.
-a "lalaland" to run away to.
but my lalalands are not attainable at the moment.
i THINK i have nightmares which cause me to wake up in the middle of the night but i'll never know what it was about.haha. must have been watching too much ghost stories.hshs.
-i wanna hug YOU so tightly i won't let you go.haha
-go for long walks with someone and not say a word throughout the whole thing.(if i got the time)
-so many decicions to be made once i PASS R papers and many more after track season in april.shit.
-hide in your blanket and count to ten.
-just fall asleep.
-i'm still disappointed at you.
-i can't believe you lost your temper.seriously.
-no matter what, i'll love you.
-start thinking positively
-stop being paranoid.
-can i have back those times when we talk and share everything under the sun?
-stop being so rude and irritating and stop thinking that you're the only one in the world.
-i want to read HIDE but i'm too tired.maybe tmr.the 6 girls.i'm sorry for them.
-annebelle granger is such a deprived kid.
-at least my childhood was better.
-i miss my grandmother.
-i don't understand why you can't bloody accept it?
-can i kill you? but i know i can't.
-this is all F.O.S. yes, full of shit.

these are the super random thoughts on my head at the moment.
nvm.
sleep.
nights.