went out with atiqah,fateha,aamilah,zaferin and hazwani on tcher's day. it was great to spend my afternoon with them.went for luch, walked around, catch up with new stories and stuffs. it was just awesome. yay.

tomorrow's the start of ramadhan. cool.
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things has not been easy these few days or weeks and some people just made it worst. what's the use of talking nicely to you people or even attempt to talk to you all as if i'm not hurt by the comments and answers i get from you all? yes, it's partly my fault for 'forever studying' which actually i'm not. but can't you all understand my situation at least? be in my shoes for once?seriously, why do i even bother? it's ok. gang up against me if that's gonna make you all happy. i'm fine with it. in fact, i'm used to it. i'm moving on with my life.
and seriously, am i such an ignorant,idiotic,irritating,annoying,unsupposrtive sister ever?seriously tell me. well, in your eyes it seems so. but have you ever wondered how hard i try to fight for you all? to stand up for my own siblings? it's ok. you don't have to know. i know, i'm just a little different from you all to accept me. the crowd i mix with is also different. it's ok. i don't need that much attention. i'm fine on my own like how i've always been all these years especially when one of my major pillar of support is gone. you'll never know but it's ok. i don't expect you(you all) to know anyway.
but perhaps, all i'm asking for from you all is for you all to lend me a shoulder for awhile.it doesn't matter if it's a minute or a second. i just need a shoulder especially when i have a bad day in school. or maybe someone to just sit and stone with me. not cold shoulders and sarcasm.that's all.i mean,you are the ones i meet at home.and i never want you all to be the last ones to know that no matter what it is, i will always love you despite the fights and arguments...afterall, we are in the same family.