my 2ooth post.
thats alot.

i wanted to upload super random photos from my picture folder for my 200th post but my computer isn't cooperating at all.nvm, it's ok. i miss super duper a lot of people today. i shall not list them down cause i'm scared i'll miss anyone out and i certainly don't wanna do it. I even miss someone who sat beside me today.
TO EVERYONE: I MISS YOU!
haha.i know that it's very random but randomness makes my life much more happier and livelier(:
yay(:

i think i was extra emo after chem test. i missed out 2 whole pages of the test and it's confirmed that i'll fail. i studied for days but it doesn't help cause that 2 pages are the ones that are like do-able questions.nvm. actually, i don't really care about the test.
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so many things in my mind and so many more to be done and some people are not helping at all.people,please. i PLEAD to you. don't make my week or life worse. i'm not in the very best of mood these days. i'm sorry but yeah.i mean i'm not the only one feeling so but yeah.
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have you ever felt as though half of your body and soul has been ripped out off you and that you are just going through the motion of life?and the feeling of emptiness fills you up to the brim even though you have no idea why you're feeling so empty cause you have the most awesome friends and people around you either physically,emotionally or even mentally?and the tears in your eyes will just flow out on its own when you have no idea why?and you are thinking of either nothing or alot of random things that just doesn't make sense?or the feeling that something bad is about to happen or has happened upon the people close to you?the feeling of being so helpless to the people around you?the feeling of being pissed at every single thing that happens even though it does or does not happen to you?

roars. i wish i was a lion so that i can ROAR all i want.
i wish i am just me.
i wish i was a better me.
and i wish i will be a much more better me.