hello.
finally i'm back to blog.

anyway,nationals schools track and field championships are over.
i got 2nd for 400mHurdles and 3rd for 100mHurdles and 4x100m.
did pretty well for individual events.Clocked personal best timings.
but my performance on the final day wasn't fantastic at all. but it's over.
no use to dwell over it anymore.

MYEs were not very fantastic. FINALLY got bio to be the highest score among all subjects. I mean....i never did score well for bio as copared to the other subjects before so....yupp((:

And today's ATIQAH OTHMAN'S BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY 17TH BDAE TO YOU DEAR!!
((:

on a lighter note, 4H outing is on the 2nd August at cine at 11.30am.
pls take note.
wow. i can't wait for that!
yay.
finally being able to be together as a class and together with mrs woo((:
oh! i saw her on the final day of the track n field meet.
she looks really cute!! haha((:






i'm really confused at the moment.
not being able to make a firm decision.
choices have consequences and i'm scared that i'll regret after making the decision.



these few weeks have been really tough.
not really physically but more to the emotional and mentally part.
roars.
i don't know what's happening in my life.

nvm,its ok.
i'm strong and i can get through this.

























































somehow i feel as though something is missing in my life and i can never figure out what.
you know, its not easy when someone is not there for you when you need them; regardless of who they are.
sometimes you just want the whole world to know what you're feeling but you can't even explain it yourself.
sometimes you just feel like giving up thinking you're not good,you're useless but what you don't realise is that someone do look up to you and is proud of you.

yes, i do feel like giving up but i can't.
i gotta persevere no matter how hard the path may be.
i'm not only doing this for myself but for some others.

and I'm NOT GOING TO BE RETAINED;i can't afford to stay for another year.
i HAVE TO DO IT.



















































and its not easy to help others when you can't even help yourself.
sometimes you just gotta stop giving and start receiving.

























and jasmine,
i'm not sure whther you'll read this but cheer up dear((:
i'm sorry that i'm not being able to be there for you.
and i'm sorry for always apologising.