Siti Nurhanis
Sprinter
Hurdler
Cedarian
Victorian
i love you
Wednesday, July 30
garden festival was awesome but it doesn't seem to be as happening as last year. Perhaps, that was because i was working there last year and not this time round so therefore, i'm not able to see the real rowd.haha((: so i went don with syazwani. met my aunts and cousin there (they're working).ahaha. hmms. it brought me back to many old memories there. the atmosphere was great. the displays/exhibiton cannot be described into words.it feels as though you're in another world.haha.
hope tomorrow will be better eventhough i pretty liked it today.
ok. i'm not going to waste anymore time. byebye. . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i totally have no mood for anything. roars. really. what am i suppose to say? i'm really sorry. really. i've triend my best but.........nvm. forget it. how do i tell this to you? how do i tell you that i've cried so hard just thinking about this. will you be able to understand me fully? its ok. perhaps,i should have more patience. perhaps,i should be mre understanding. perhaps, i shold be a better friend. perhaps,i should just give up-but i can't forget it hanis. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . is it worth the tears? is it worth the energy? is it worth the time? is it worth the effort? is it worth everything? does it matter? i don't know what else i can do. i'm sorry dear. maybe the best way is to forgive and forget and move on. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . so is it my turn now to say that i gie up? i don't know. oh wait,i've given up a long tim ago. i don't even know what i'm doing here. amzaing isn't it? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i'm sorry. i think everything just boils down to one thing or person. it's just me. what more can i say? i'm sorry