Siti Nurhanis
Sprinter
Hurdler
Cedarian
Victorian
i love you
Thursday, November 29
thanks. thanks so much for putting all the blame on me. when i did nothing wrong,i'm being blamed. but sometimes,it's really my fault. my fault for putting all the blame on myself. am i being to naive or too emotional towards this matter. everyone seems perfectly fine or unaffected by it but am i the opposite? why am i the ONLY one who might even go crazy by all the screaming? maybe. maybe,it's just me. maybe i am naive. maybe i am too emotional and sensitive. maybe i am asking for too much. maybe i really am to be blamed for every single damn wrong thing that happens in this world. maybe. well.maybe i just don't know of the answers myself. even though all these doesn't last,i just can't take it any longer ok?
i guess...hiding in a little corner of my room is what i do best.
everyday,i keep hoping and wishing for things to get better. i hoped. i wished. i prayed. even though somehow a little part of me knows it won't happen. that little hope helps me to move on and continue. but day by day,that little hope will get lesser and lesser. and eventually there'll be no more hope. by then....i don't know what will happen to me.
for now, the ONLY thing that i can do is to continue.... continue hoping, continue wishing and continue praying.
