Siti Nurhanis
Sprinter
Hurdler
Cedarian
Victorian
i love you
Wednesday, August 22
had a nyeh nyeh day yesterday. today is worst. a lot of things are in my head. tooooo many things that i shouldn't be thinking of at THIS moment. and i shouldn't even be here in the first place. but i should reward myself for finishing malay paper. ((:
i should take 10minutes off my day today reflecting and eliminating.
haix. today. i tried convincing myself that today is going to be awesome. it started off well when i did malay compo. i was so proud of myself. but the day just had to end in such a terrible state. its not what happened during s.e.l that's affecting my mood. not much of that. its the other things. nvm. probably, i'm just thinking too much.
and what happened in the afternoon when i was with my mum plus the conversation i had with her just now. it SUCKS.
nvm. i shall cheer myself up baying saying this:
GREY'S ANATOMY IS BACK TONIGHT!!
and those who'll be reminding me of the show tonight. i thank you in advance. that should keep me going for the night. UNLESS stupid headache forces me to sleep.
i have to keep working at it. no matter how hard it seems. one day, I'll get to the end ALIVE.