Sunday, June 10
had cip ydae for the Alzheimer Disease Association(ADA)
weird comments from some ppl.
but it wasn't that bad.
i walked around with Arathi and ended up at some market at toa patoh.
the people are nice.((:
then we were tired so sat somewhere under some block.
since arathi was listening to some songs,i tried to squeeze some bio in my head.
didn't really work out.
haha.
returned the tin half an hour earlier.
then met xiao chun, who intends to do it for the whole day.
BUT when me and wanling met her at 12nn,her tin was already 3/5 or even 4/5 FULL.
mad girl.
haha.
oh wells.
then went home.
rested for a while.
then parents decided that we should go down to bukit gombak.
they had ASEAN juniors there.
i came just in time to watch the 110m hurdles,men.
WOW.
nice.
1st-THAILAND!!! 2nd and 3rd- MALAYSIA. then 4th-SINGAPORE(fake ling fen)
haha.they were really wow.
technique and speed-PERFECT.((:
i'm motivated.
then in the evening.
whole family went to East Coast beach till 11.30pm.
didn't wanna go.
but had to.
haix.
so today.
just came back from geylang-went to the market.
ohs,then on the way back we passed by my aunts house.
there was this field full of (non-professional) soccer players (had some event on).
i was just innocently sitting in my dad's car,looking out of the window.
just in case i see any of my friends there.
then suddenly this guy,walking to the field, from a shop looked at me.
he was topless and his shirt was on his shoulders(normal soccer boys)
then you know what?
i got a SHOCK of my life.
damn retarded lahs.
he suddenly smiled super widely to me.
i went 0_0"
so dumb lahs.
wth.
what a weird incident.
anyways.
tomorrow i have bio 'tuition' with jingjing again.
hormones and homeostasis.
the two topics that i'm SUPER WEAK at(due to not paying attention in class.)
haix.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know whether i can ever lighten up anymore.
i don't know whether i can say NO again.
i don't know what's happening around me.
i don't know whether i can get through this.
i don't know why i'm always in the middle of two people quarelling/arguing.
i don't know whether i can be happy again.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
10:47
