Saturday, April 21
i feel like crying.
i really can't take it anymore.
i want to just end everything here.
i dont have anymore strengths from within.
i'm exhausted.
i'm tired.
i dont have the energy to swim to the surface of the water to breath.
i' m suffocated.
what the hell is wrong with me?
fuck lah.
MYE in exactly 1 week.
shit lah.
i dont have the confidence.
i really can't take it anymore!
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE U FUCKING FUCKTARDS.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck lah.
sheesh.
i need help.
i need someone to talk to but i realised,i have noone.
i dont have that 'magic person' who will call me up when i need him/her the most.
oh wells.
life's unfair and complicated,
i just have to live in this fucktard world.
i'm getting more and more violent each day-what the hell is wrong with me??
i really need a break.
18:55
