i dunnoe what's wrong with me
i pictured stupid images that i wouldnt want it to happen
i was so stressed up.

and for the first time in 2007, i skipped recess.
i teared during bio and recess not knowing what to do anymore.
and i felt like tearing again during trg cause i felt useless and worthless but i couldnt cause my juniors were there.
i remained strong.

i'm so tired today--

haix, planning to go out on thu with monster
to....NATIONAL LIBRARY!!!hahaha
nobody wanna go with me mah--haix,i'm a loner lah


i promised myself that no more scars of 'blood' shall be seen ever again
but i have doubts of keeping that promise
today is relly sucky
i think i better go to sleep before anything happens to myself.

urrgh




i have a feeling that you find me irritating.
well, maybe i cared for you tooo much
maybe its time , for me to do what sze min always does:SO?
but i really feel guilty doing that
haix...what can i say-i'm just a student

today's jing jing last day in cedar. it was so- SUDDEN.
that was one of the reason i was down.
urrgh
now noone will share the same feeling to care for her
jing jing knows

haix


nights siti-don't cry k?((: