Sunday, March 18
haven't been touching the comp for quite some time...actually ijust touched it this morning to do intro for r&d((: hahah
haixhaix...nothing to say really
life has been so-so....
i have been sleeping alot lately-shit
oh and sarah,hope you're reading this- I FINISHED BIOLOGY H/W!!! woots
hahah,that's the first h/w finished,now i'm doing emaths specimen paperA-part 2
yay...one down thousands more to go in just less than one day!
i'll do til qn 5 or 6 and i'll get on to amaths
try to finish amaths from the top to the end.
haix,my punishment
but i really can't help it
my house is really not condusive for studying
its more for sleeping
haha
i feel lke crying now
don't ask why
i just feel like crying now
i feel as though i have failed
failed in every single damn thing
being a good and obedient daughter
being there for you
being able to reach my goals
.
i've been wearing a mask for a long time
nobody knows who i really am
i've been wearing different masks everyday
thruthfully, i have no idea who i really am
i doubt my parents even know who i ami've been wearing masks in front of them too
.
now
i can't take off that mask
its like a part of me
its really sad
i dont even know who i am
02:10