can you believe
something that you were so passionate about for 5 years
something you love so much all these while
something you USED to be so AWESOME at
just turn around and became one of the reason why you are so down?
can you so believe that?
sheesh,i guess its the expectation that you have on yourself.
i hate myself for this reason
i hate this feeling
i dont feel like doing something i love and enjoys anymore
i feel so...inferior
i feel so lousy
shit ah
wth
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
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OSCAR!!
really want you to know
that i love you too!!
really miss you you know..
no worries
no matter how far you drift away frm everyone else
our OSCAR relationship will never be affected
i'm always here for you kays?
love you so much OSCAR!!((x
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so many things has happened
wow
oh and congrats to jingjing for achieving such wonderful results!!((x
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i'm feeling much better now
thanks t.j. for making my day
allowing me to talk and disturb you on tue(was it tue??((x)
and wow...i'm feeling so much better now,amazingly
i think its also cause of training...
the other sec 4s were so lame that they made my day
thanks dudes!!((x
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heard that the sec 3s break camp today instead of sunday
it was due to 50odd casualties-food poisoning
so sad man..
furthermore,it rained for the past few days
so i doubt they had much fun...
BUT
they still get their monday hliday!!hmmphhs
wth
off to do geog now
and f&n later-the whole night...
woots
