Tuesday, March 20
52nd post
wow
in school doing ss sbq qn...haix-no mood to do lah. not doing r&d now cause i die die must finish ss today. supposed to finish emaths specimen paper as well. but i think i'm going to do tonight and hand in tomorrow instead. i shall finish by 9.30pm. and then i shall watch gol & gincu till 10.30pm and do amaths at the same time. then read up a lil on cooking methods and watch si till 11.15pm and do r&d till 12am or 1 am and MUST GO TO SLEEP TODAY or else my aunt would just kill me. suddenly i miss my home whereby nobody would care if i sleep or not,actually they do care but i told my parents that i dont have a choice in order to finish up my stuffs. love my parents loads and i miss them.
currently staying at my aunt's place for this week and perhaps next week.
haix...pros and cons.
was scolded by my aunt for not meeting the dateline for r&d. and nvm...
keke came to singapore yesterday night and she left for jakarta this morning so there was a little congestin in the toilet. and the busses were not kind to me so therefoer i was late for school again. hahaha, actually id dint know why i was late though. so i just gave a reason that i overslept. but obviouslythats not the reason. i didnt even sleep at all ydae.
so therefore, i have only a total of 6hours of sleep over 3days.
that means that i sleep an average of 2hours per night.
wow
haix
i cried alot today.
i cried in the bus
i cried during contact time
i cried during amaths
i cried during ss/geog
i dunnoe why i cried though- i feel so stressed out.
now, i have another stupid proposal to do.
haix. i cant take this anymore.really feel like ending everything here but i cannt.
i have to be strong
for,mummy ((:
haix,k....half an hour more to go to finish up ss sbq...woohoo
chioas
i feel so inferior
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