this week is so slaaack and a lil draggy


went to ps after cny celebrations with zaferin,atiqah,aamilah,sarah, and fateha....hahaha that was really lame
then met my dad and my brother and went to queensway in search for new spikes shoe!! there was practically no shoe at all...as inthere was either old designs or that two designs whic one of them is ugly and the other-i dont dare buy it cause some guy has it....shit lah-but i liked it
anw,iwas trying to search for those with zippers or velcros..
haix,then went to peninsular-found mizuno spike shoe,price-ok,colour-ok,BUT NO SIZE!!! i was like cursing lah

supposed to head for paragon-mizuno store but unfortunately my dad saw a newbalance spikes shoe-yellow(eee) and decided that we go to velocity cause there wasn't any size there....
shit and stupid brother supported my dad and i gave up and give in to onlly find myself in that YELLOW,ZIP(LESS),VELCRO(LESS) spike shoe....wth

haix,and today my brother ordered his spikes online---i was like cursing and swearing cause he got to order online and i CANT?? what the hell,parents are so unfair,my brother die die wanted the adistar and my parents was like ok- and when i said i wnted the mizuno one then said---expensive ah,some more your last year...wth they can really be unfair just because my brother is in sss....wtf,but one good thing-i got discount for my shoe cause it was newbalance!!

haix,ohs and i went to escape with sarah,fateha and diyanah!! hahah,it was damn lame ...i went to all the rides with them except rainbow,i just had this feeling of uncertainty for that ride for a loooong time....but i conquered my fears!!i went for the viking ship and we so-called made new friends!! haha, lame---they must be damn boreed too...we took the go kartlike three times!! first time,i got stuck-my go kart just stopped after my second round then it was fateha's turn to get stuck and for the last one,deee got stucked i swear that if we go for it once more,sarah'll get stuck! hahaha,lucky her!
then went tm with them to take neoprints!!((xhaha...and went home after that...


haix i am so sheesh... the first day of thelunar new year is just not my day--sheesh
haix how sad..i was real fed-up with my brothers and parents....haix,its ok...bt one gd thing is that i've successfully cleaned up my room or at least my part of the room.

i really need a big shelf pr sth for ALL MY BOOKS,my damn sis threw all my books which were innocent on MY NEAT BED!!like what the hell is her prob..actually she was 20cm away from throwing MYBOOKS into the dustbin...like who is she to throw away MY BOOKS which, i still need for 'o' level..what the hell is seriously wrong with her...freakass...

and ydae,she showed my mum some paper to sign up for a degree in some american dunnoe what shit and she sadi-i dont think i wanna go nyp anymore cause they are going to reteach the basics...i went like-DUH!!obviously,go to any poly and they'll reteach the basics again...

but from my piont of view,my parents shouldn't allow her to go to that american shit thingy eventhough its in singapore,cause i have my reasons...

1. she is too bothered and distarcted easily by the sands in her life and she heck all the rocks...
2. she cares too much on clothes-all she bothers is her looks
3. obviously she dont care bout her studies
4. to a certain extent-money issues
5. can she even manage??wehn she cant seem to manage her ITE stuffs
6. she's not interested in being a nutritionist or something related to sports stuffs-all she cares is beauty things..
7. to go for a degree-she has to study almost 24/7 but she doesnt seem to study even one hour/day
8. she gives up to easily
9. can that american thing be trusted
10. can that american thing be recognized??

see...10 reasons is more enough to say that i object er going to that thingy...

haix,that reminds me---am i aiming correctly---i told my mum i wanna go to CURTIN university in australia but she just sighed.....i shall show her that i'm capable ebough--but the thing os i'm scared to go overseas myself...sheesh

but the thing cannot be found in singapore at this moment the exact thing i want....haix-i'm confused and furthermore it'll cost my parents like SD$40,000+++ for only that course excluding expenses....i think i'm taxing my parents TOOOOO MUUUUCH....sheesh,guess my dreams will somehow be sacrificed as well ao as to ensure that i dont tax my parents too much...sheesh

i've always been regarded as a burden--if only......................haix