Wednesday, February 21
the font size has been increase specialy for GANYUT!!((x
love you darling!!is it big enuf now?
haix, i'm really dreading to do h/w....doubt i'm doing emaths tonight-no graph paper so doing it tmr....eng-advice leaflet,no idea what to write so i shall plan in my head tonight and do it tomorrow((x chemistry,relly have no idea--all know about redox reactions are their oxidation number thats all iknow but the w/s doesn't have those kind of qns....DAMN!!haix,i'm creating every reason possible to quickly snuggle myself i bed cause 'm so tired-mentally and physically.
i doubt there's no more part of me saying-lets not sleep tonight or the whole week or lets sleep at 4am or 5am??
that part of me is gone....no more productive work. sheesh,i've been so mentally tired.and to me, being mentally tired means that my life at that period of time is all F.O.S and that i won't and i can't do anything or even be able to think.
wow,i really have no idea why i'm so mentally tired somehow...
sometimes,i feel as though i lost EVRYTHING IN MY LIFE bcause i dont have THOSE kind of friends who are REALLY there for me 24/7 and really,frankly speaking, i've lost everyone on my life and now, i'm back in my own world again......
man,i'm really tired!chem is after recess...shall ask fro help from CHEM REP!! and do it and finish it before chem. ANyway, there's f&n and S.E.L tmr....one of those 'SPECIAL DAYS' cause its those days with her having 3 special appearances!!YAY!! lame me...
ccl-childcare leave...i think its so cool!! being able to be off school and have time with your loved ones...That's really sweet((x i guess no matter how much i wanna spend time with my family---it always turns out to be disastrous day...
like the recent zoo trip...i was having so much fun saying hello to all my friends went some people JUST HAD TO GO HUNGRY...AND JUST HAD TO CREATE PROBLEMS..
imagine your whole family 'fighting' in t he zoo in front of the mountain cats.wouldn't it be so wow?!
oh wells....life is never fair....so much for contradictiong myself that life is AWESOME cause its not no matter how you look at it....seriously,life is full of shit
except for my recess partners like 'halimaa','waferin mam' and GANYUT!!!((X
A.R.T tmr...haix--try to book the monstrous/mean bad ms begam((x wow....
for now....SLEEP TILL TMR!!Or better still sleep forever and NEVER wake up again!!
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