Monday, February 26
all i can say
is that
i'm feeling
DOWN
&
DEPRESSED
no matter how much
you wanna cheer me up
or just bring wanna me down
i don't care
&
i can't be bothered anymore
all these feelings
are back
and i've done it
sheesh
no matter what you ask
all i say is that
i'm ok
but in actual fact
i'm not ok
i'm K.O.
i feel as though i'm already dead
i don't believe in best friends
i dont believe in trust
cause i cant trust others nor myself
wow
i can't believe i'm feeling all this again
really
i feel useless
i do have a goal
loads of goals
i've drawn out my future plans
but i doubt i can abide to it
i'm tired
mentally and physically
i can't stand this any longer
i just wanna **POOF** from here
really,i'm as good as gone
nobody bothers about me
not even myself
i dont even know why i'm sitting here
typing all these
cause noone will ever hear my cries
and noone can help me anymore
even if they try to help,
all they get is disappointment
so
dont waste your time on me
just let me be alone
alone
in my own dream floating world
away
away from this reality world
goodbye everyone.
a last smile from me
and
i'm gone
23:36
